THE FALLEN ONES

we are all stupid little imbeciles how could we think that either one of us could move on from each other so fast when, we both fell in love with each other because of our personality. even if it isn't because of that we were still best friends, well we both felt the same pain in our chest, we were emotionally hurt so bad that it became a physical pain.

You know i realize maybe you did flirt with all those guys, without an intention but why would i think you liked them. Furthermore it's easy to get over someone if you liked them because of their looks, you just need another hotter person to come into your life, but if you like someone due to their personality its going to be hard getting over them. Why? because they have the best personality, the best among the best and its so good that it made you fall in love with them, even if they don't have the looks at the end of the day you are attracted to the inner them so much that the whole of them becomes so perfect.

You see having that pain in our chest? that was a sign showing that we liked each other due to our personality, although i have to agree we both did change towards the end, it wasnt really a good change it was a bad change. This was due to miscommunication and misunderstanding, you see all that accusation i made, it didn't solve the situation. Instead it only made things worst because i didnt tell you how i feel and you didn't know what you did wrong and yea i would get angry. But now i feel better because i am able to communicate with you and tell you how i feel and what you need to change, and what i need to change in order to make this friendship better.

But right now i feel way better, although i feel that the only thing that is lacking is trust, i really dont know whether you still trust me or  not but i think that can be built up over the weeks. and lastly i hope after i change, i will be able to prove and show your parents that the new me isn't a bad influence to you.

Anyways its getting really late now imma go sleep, goodnight or morning to those who are reading this hope you have a great day ahead smile more.