THE FALLEN ONES : Drowning in agony

Drowning in agony

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You have about 80-70 years in this world, you see in that span of time you will meet many different people, some will just walk in and out of your life causing no harm, some will come in with anger and go out with pride, and then there are some who will bring bundles of joy and leave you with happiness. You see that's the problem, this world isn't a happy place majority of the people will walk in and out of your life causing no harm, whereas the other half will walk into your life with anger and hatred and walk out with pride, filling your heart with nothing but hatred. Those are the most common types of people in the world, but once in a blue moon there will be someone who will come into your life with happiness and never leave because you love them so much you want them to stay forever.Those people are rare.

There's this beautiful girl, who comes into my life bringing bundles of joy, happiness filling me up with love and success. What i didn't realize is that she is rare so rare, that only she can make my mind go crazy, i fell in love with her and all i hoped was that i could have her all to myself. But at the end of the day the only thing that happen was that i turned myself into a monster, and even then she would still shower me with bundles of joy, but all i did was blame her for turning me into that monster when actually it me myself, i grew angrier and angrier until one fine day i decided to shut her out. You see that's when i realize it wasn't her who made me who i am, it was me myself, not only that i realize i had just shut out the person who meant the most to me.

But i told myself it wasn't late to change back and make her like me again,because i knew she wouldn't have let go, she's a beautiful girl whom i fell in love because of who she is, not what she looks like on the outside but what she looks like on the inside.What made me fall in love with her more and more was that she would still accept me for who i am, even when i turned into that blood sucking beast, that's when it hit me rock bottom that she was someone worth changing for. I felt so empty without her it felt like as if the inside of my body was hollow.

But at the end of the day all i could have done was say sorry nothing more, all the scars that i engraved into her heart will always remain there forever, but now i finally realize that i have to let go of the past. Forgive myself for who i became and what i did but never forget it and instead use it for future reference.

Dear best friend/girlfriend

I am truly sorry for hurting you, i hope that one day you will forgive me for what i have done, even today when you said "Hmm its okay i cant call it cheating" that shook me to the core, but anyways i cant blame you at all, but instead what i can do is thank you for sticking around, even when i tried to shut you out, because if you were someone normal you would have just left. All i can do now is say i am sorry, and i hope that one day you will forgive me.

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Drowning in agony

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