Life sucks

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I remember sitting right across you during art staring at you complimenting you how good your art work was, and thats how it all started. Art was fun mainly because of you and bryan,we kept on teasing each other about  our past crushes, and our classmates would help us out by taking sides but although we never really took each others insults seriously. The next momment i knew  we were constantly texting each other, all day all night although i had never actually started the conversation not once.Thats when we stopped talking to each other in reality, and instead we would only communicate with each other through Facebook, I still remember when we were put into the same groups during class and thats when things slowly became more and more akward.

People started spreading rumours saying you liked me, i started to think that maybe you did  why else would you always start the conversation, but that  didnt help the situation at all! things just became more, and more, and more awkward. Until today i am still not sure whether you liked me more than a friend at that period of time but all i am sure is i really miss talking to you. I still remember seeing you across the corridoor and my heart skipped a beat! Thats when i knew i started to like you more than a friend, but it was too late we had completely lost connections we didnt talk to each other at all , just because of those stupid rumours. 

Now i find myself all alone writing this blogpost in the middle of the night,  hoping that oneday we will become good friends again, but i am not just  going to stop here. I am going to go a extra mile and try to fix our friendship, start the conversation for once and hope that you dont end it 5 minutes later, because i realize that friends like you are worth fighting for!

Although i know you dont read my blogs, but i just hope that you realize that i really liked talking to you styaing up the whole night, talking about life i really miss those talks i would seriously do anything to get them back.  i am sorry :(


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