THE FALLEN ONES

Honestly, Its not that I fear falling in love. I am in love with many things in this world, I love animals, I love my family, I love my food, I love myself, I love earth and the universe, I might even fall in love with you someday.  I am not avoiding it. But however what I do fear is falling so deeply In love with someone and investing my life into theirs, only to discover that they dont feel the same way or lied about who they really were. To me, that is how you die while still breathing, and its so hard to pull yourself out of a heartbreak and depression. The truth is that you're never going to really know if you're falling for the wrong person until it's too late, that's what i am afraid of.

If you're In a relationship and you see the mutual feeling between the both is slowly decreasing, until it reaches the point where its just almost one sided, do you just give up? or put in more effort and expect change? Because honestly, I wish I knew the answer right now. What if you give up and later on  the person changes, or what if you put in so much of effort and at the end the person is still the same, I learnt that hardly anyone's ever "busy" you just arent their priority. I personally feel that wasting someones time is the most awful thing anyone can ever do, because time cant be bought or made , so dont waste your time caring for someone who doesnt care about you, and also dont waste others people time caring for you if you dont care about yourself in the first place.