THE FALLEN ONES

I'm sorry that my color was never bright enough to brighten their heart. I am sorry my words were never soothing enough for your ears. I am sorry, sometimes i get jealous thinking that someone else out there is making you happier than i could. I guess its my insecurities acting up, because i know i am not the smartest, strongest, or the most fun or exciting person to be with.  Just please, understand that there arent many people out there who are still able to stand beside you, fighting for whats right after everything that has happened. If we never work on our flaws, we will never improve in life, we will still be the same person we were 10 or 5 years ago.  This heartless me now is because of them, I am scared. You mean the world to me, more than any other person, you are everything i want and everything I need and I don't want to lose you just because of them. I honestly miss our conversations, on how we used to talk everyday and every night without fear, on how i dont have to worry about replying late, and most of all how i was able to tell you everything on my mind.