THE FALLEN ONES

what was i suppose to fee after that call? happy? relieved? free?  then what's this pain in my chest? His words.......they sent a shiver down my spine, they say love one another, but look at the dark side love can kill one another. So what happens now? "Nothing more than friends" thats the four words still lingering in my mind haunting me everywhere i go. You're suppose to break up when you stop liking someone not when you love them! You see sometimes in life you make choices in life  but sometimes choices make you, its sad to see them hate me. but its me who convinced them that i was a bad person. Well i have done my part now its just brushing myself and making me a better person, at the end of the day no one is perfect. some people forgive but they dont forget, but some say they forgive but still hold a grudge in life, people are gonna judge you. everything you say, everything you do, the way you dress it'll be monitored, even the slightest mistake will change their point if view towards you. There was a line draw across this friendship and we both know it, studies first is what we agreed but on the other hand what about " Nothing more than friends" being hated isn't the best feeling in the world neither is hiding me away from them. At the end of the day i just want both of us to be sucessful in life and i would do anything to make that happen for you even if it means giving up this friendship. I am sorry but i am not going to let you fail with me, all that money that you parents invested in you is going to be a profit not a lost and i don't want this friendship to be contributing  to the lost. So its either we give up this friendship or we both succeed