A town called paradise

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I really dont know where to start, the fact that today was the greatest day of my life, or the fact that i might have just broke her heart. How ironic is it that no matter how much i love her, i always find myself hurting her,  but it hurts to know that she doesn't know that shes the best thing that has ever happened to me. Seeing her smile is all it takes to melt my heart, seeing her cry is all it takes to make me cry, seeing her scared is all it takes to fill my find with courage. Not many people in this world are worth fighting for but she is one of a kind. I really don't understand myself what am i trying to do, i want her happy! yet here i am causing such pain in her heart, the old me will always remain there either coming back to haunt me for what i did in the past or teach me to live a better future. 

I find it perfectly amazing on how our hand is perfectly aligned for each other, having you in my arms took away all my fear and replaced it with happiness, knowing that you're mine and your safe in my hands. Having you brush your hands through my hair just took my breath away, having you lean your head on my shoulder just completely  filled my heart with love. 

But at the end of the day why do i still find myself hurting you, but you must know that i have no intention for hurting you, keeping this  secret is the best for us.I understand what you are doing, your're just judging me from my past, and i have nothing against that because  right now i am going to prove to you that I've changed into a better person. You're are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and i know that i left you in the past but again as i said i've changed, I love you am and i am never ever gonna leave you again.

We need to accept each others past, support each others present, and love each other to encourage each other's future. All i actually wanted to tell you today was that "I am feeling scared" and hoped that you would help me get over it, that's actually all i ever wanted a girlfriend to do for me. But somehow it affected our friendship, i just hope that next time you would understand what i am trying to convey, and help me out because i love talking to my girlfriend about my problems, but  its okay no worries i still love you with all my heart soul. :) proud to call you my best friend and my girlfriend Ashley Mika Ng. 

DNKS- signing off 


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