31st Jan

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My brain tells me to walk away but yet my heart tells me to stay,  who do i follow? I dont understand why she gets so angry and starts swearing whenever I try to talk to her about the whole thing, maybe its because shes stressed from all the pressure that she has on her back? Surprisingly all the heartaches has stopped so that's good, hopefully its not because I have chose to not care for her anymore, Nah I doubt so, I think I've grown to understand the situation that she's in.  I keep asking myself how long more do I suffer before I leave this relationship, honestly i don't even know if this is a relationship anymore. We barely even communicate, you're too busy with work. One day you'll definitely regret writing all those shitty things you said to me last night, although i doubt that day will come so soon. Once you get all the money, power and position that you so desperately yearn for you will realize that none of it really matters. 

Why was I so fucking dumb to not realize that you would do this to me? Its most probably because I trusted you too much, I trust that you were so hurt in your past relationship that you would never hurt anyone else the way your ex had hurt you. We'll I guess i was totally wrong. 



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