THE FALLEN ONES

Pain is the only thing telling me i am alive right now, the biggest mistake i did in my life is letting you stay longer than you deserved too. You cannot hang out with negative people and expect have a positive life, i know i am a bad influence i told you to stay away but all you did was say "My life, my choice." , i know you care and if you really did you would have stayed away because at the end of the day everything will only go from bad to worst.

Sometimes the person you want the most is the person you are best without, you brought happiness in my life but you sure as hell made me a new person. I miss the old me. The fun and cheerful me, not the dark and depressed me, the brave me not the fearful me. Its time i stop letting people who do so little for me, control such a big part of my mind, thoughts, and emotion.