THE FALLEN ONES

so anyways my weekend started of really shit with a bunch of idiots jumping on me and putting words in my mouth, and one thing i really hate is when people start the conversation like "why could you do this to me and etc."  i get really angry because i dont like people scolding me without even saying why and what i have done and etc. So anyways screw the haters and i have to  thanks to my best friend ashley for that  she stood beside me and fought for me, the whole way through .I got to be honest i have never seen anyone ever stand up for me that much so thank you so much ashley also a big thanks to bryan who gave me advice  and guiding me throughout the whole situation. 

people tend to think that if you have more friends than your enemy you are more dominant person  (socially), well i think thats really stupid because as bruce lee said "i do not fear the man who trains 1000 kicks but i fear the man who trains 1 kick 1000 times"  apply that concept to this situation where you can have 1000 friends, but whats the point on having so many friends when you dont even know which one of them will stand beside you during your toughest times, so then  isnt  its better to have one friend who is a true friend and is a person which will help you out throughout your hard times, and stand up for you against your enemy compared to the 1000 friends who will leave you and let you fight alone.

Have you ever got the feeling where one day  your best friend just shuts you out and decides ditch you and  hang out with another person? Well i am not saying this because it's happening to me or anything but i just want to point it out  to help some people that are going through this problem,because when i went through it it wasnt really a very fun part of my life.  In my point of view normally when someone really close to you shuts you down for someone else, the first feeling you will get is disappointment and then jealousy will slowly  kick in later on because in your mind you will be think "after all i have done for this person how can he/she just shut me down like this. "  Well to be honest the best solution to this is to execute the problem and find a new friend. What i mean by execute the problem? there is obviously a reason why your friend shut you down it could be because "you were too annoying or etc." but it will take sometime for you to realize why they turned you down, you can also ask your friends   like "hey,do you find me annoying and etc" . As i said if you have true friends they will tell you straight to the face that you are annoying and they guild you through your problem , but if you have fake friends they will obviously tell you that you are perfect and etc. but again if you are perfect why did your friend/bestfriend  want to end the friendship. So then after you find the reason, you need to change because if you still have the same attitude people will start to hate you and etc. so then after you have changed and you feel proud of yourself, go find for another best friend and don't even try to win back your bestfriend because it isnt going to work, because when you find a new best friend you are going to look back and realize that all of that was just a waste of time. 

so anyways this has been a long post and i dont want to write anymore its already 12:09am and i am going to do some maths work and head to bed, i would just like to say thank you god for giving me the best friends anyone can ever ask for. Hope you like this blog post ashley :)